Thoughts

I keep things going when I probably should stop.
I don't do things I probably should.
At time I feel lost and confused.
I sometime feel I make an effort and no one notices.
I know there are times people care and I don't notice.
As I try to to find my path in life
I find I want to change things about me, yet
I struggle at making those changes I want.
And so I must push through the barriers, so
I will overcome my habits,
I will be who I want, not what I think others want
Which means I must let go and make some tough decisions
without looking back.


One of these decisions is to not force this blog.
I will let it become what ever IT wants.
That means that even with my new posting ideas in mind, if I don't have anything to post, I won't post.
I had already started to let go of some things I should let go of, now I must truly let go.